Do you remember? When was the last time we hailed our stormy laughter together? When we walked down the streets hand in hand conveying every minute details of our life to each other? The last time we shopped together and you selecting dresses for me? The last time we jumped on food together? The last time you managed clicking my ugly pictures? The last time when we shared an ss and laughed on the third person? You don’t. Coz it’s been really long friend. REALLY LONG. I don’t know what went wrong. What did I not do or did which made you decide that this couldn’t work out. Thinking about us being no longer together breaks my heart into pieces impossible to rearrange. When I see your pictures with your other friends, trust me, I am not jealous. But just the feeling that it’s not us, leaves my heart wrenched. Makes it so heavy to carry. At times, I feel you really don’t care about what’s getting worse between us. I can’t bear the burden of these one-sided efforts. I am tired. But even in the situation where every perspective asks me to leave you behind. I want to hold on. Because I can’t let your stupidity ruin what means so much to me. I can’t let it destroy the bond; so magical, that I share with you. But tell me just the reason for you taking no initiative. For you, moving on, without me. I don’t know what made you build a wall between us. When did your problems were tagged your ownership only and became difficult to share with me. When did your snap stories were captioned “life” without me being in it. It so breaks me down. And tears roll down my cheek while I pen this down. But I really can’t convey what you mean to me in this word limit, and I really hope; this is not one-sided. Though your actions have already conveyed in contradiction. I still hope for the things to mend.
Anxiously waiting for you,
Your life some time back.